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[20 Mar 2008|12:22pm] dear live journal.... I won.... Its just a matter of time till i claim my prize. That's all for now. Shine On

[13 Mar 2008|01:50am] Dear live journal. in the past 24 hours i have decided i truly miss my friends vic n dee... and being drunk all the time with them. I have learned that my life is full of bullshit responisbilities and emotions and all this other horseshit that i have to deal with. frankly im tried of caring how other ppl feel and if i hurt their feelings or if our lacrosse team plays a damn game n loses. why did i sign up to be so responsible? i think the better question is when did i sign up? i dont remember signing my name to any form that said for the rest of ur life u will be full of stress and constant worry if everyone else's life works out. maybe im being over dramatic right now. its prolly the stress of being on the verge of being completely broke. I try to look at the positives in life but i think the HTP has completely broken me of that. i am always so negative about things but in a way isnt that how life should be then u can never be disappointed... i think most of the stress is that i psych myself out because i cant fix the problem right now its more of i have to wait n see if itll work out thing and that bugs me becuz i dont have control.maybe im just anayzling too much shit right now. ugh why didnt anyone tel us growing up was goin to suck balls... and why/ when did money become the main source of all my problems? 1 Diamond Eyes Shine On

[01 Mar 2008|06:33pm] haha man i do good work. 1 year 9 months relationships dont have shit on me..... if he could he would n i mite respect him more but fear not my lovers i will win Shine On

[23 Feb 2008|10:23am] is it bad to try and break up a 3 yr relationship? Dee... Vic? 4 Diamond Eyes Shine On

[19 Feb 2008|12:07pm] I HATE OTHER STATES....AKA IOWA AND THIS DAMN ICE STORM.... Shine On

[24 Jan 2008|04:07pm] Dear Denita and Vicki.... Instead of commenting on your post i decided to post my own. I am indeed ready to become a surf bum.... in fact it would be the final surface that i havent mastered so far on a board... thank you for including me in your future lives .... P.S. i love you both please visit me at ferris since no one can keep up wit me drinking wise Shine On

hmm all my friends are doing it [14 Jan 2008|07:20am] well the only ppl that matter on here denita n vick updated their shit so i guess i should say something or another. i cant write like denita and im not at some amazing mountain like vick so my life is just as good as it can get without a 2738ft vertical drop. im in a middle of nothingsville and love every minute of it.... 2 Diamond Eyes Shine On

[24 Oct 2007|09:17am] have you ever thought maybe you were setting youself up for failure? lately it seems though i have been doing this. which leads to ask some questions can you ever just leave the past in the past? why is it that it still haunts you years after it happened? is it possible for the real first love to be the one and to move on to someone else while you are still stuck there thinking its only gonna be them? why does it seem that i have been picking the wrong ppl and who can you tell is truly your friend or not? when did the world get this why and why is nothing appreciated the way it should be? maybe im being over emotional but all i can do is keep asking myself these questions... which is puttin me into a depression im thinkin i mite go get some ink down to feel better.... but the last question i have is does anyone think its possible for the past to relive itself but with a different person... ex. the way you meet someone and date them and then two years later you meet someone else in the exact same way? are we set to follow the same pattern of life? and is it ok to miss something that is long gone? Shine On

[05 Oct 2007|08:07pm] I GOT MY 21st LICENSES Shine On

this is all i can relaly say [24 Sep 2007|03:53pm] I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise I know the signs are on and I feel this too None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you And I'm wasting away, away from you What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at hello. I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by I watch the clock to make my timing just right Would it be okay? Would it be okay if I took your breath away? And I'm wasting away, away from you. What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at hello You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello) You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello) You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello) You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello) You gave me butterflies (you are so cute) at the mailbox (you had me at hello) [x4] What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at hello You had me at hello You had me at hello Shine On

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